FUCKED UP

What im done wrong????? Am i really deserve this kind of punishment or mistake???? Am i stupid or what? How can i have all this bloody fucking stupid mistake or problems happen all in once? What should i do next? Fucking careless... Should i resign and run away? Is this the best way for me to escape all this problem, mistake, question that can never solve from both side? Miley Cyrus new song "The Climb" , it said that's another mountain to climb no matter what.... WTF? I've been climbing mountain to another mountain. I'm done... i cant push myself anymore.