Dissapointment

I'm just got up a phone call with my niece, amber child. It was a disappointment phone call. Reason being, amber msn me, saying that Jin went out again which she suppose to stayed at home due to court order. Amber asked me to call Yong instead coz Jin didnt hold any phone. So i called. First thing i asked, "Where's your sister?" She answered, " Don't know? But she will go home soon, but i wont"? I'm shocked!!! Of coz i asked her, what happen? She answered, " I just don't want to go home". Then she said " I'm working now...a.a.a.a" take few second to answer me what she doing? I quite pissed. Asked her" What you really want?" She answered" I don't know" after that she just hang up! Jezzzzzz Another shocked. I was wondering what happen to all my nieces & nephew or i should say "WHAT HAPPEN TO ALL THE BLOODY TEENAGERS NOWADAYS?" World have change, it's no longer respect, no longer got vision like we used to be. I am so worried about them. I guess, there's really a mess/shame for our family new generation. WTF!

《蕉赖》

到今天为止，将近两个月我都在加班了。很累！
我还在想啊，命还真苦呢！
都在工作，根本没有时间见朋友，连逛街都没有时间。。。不用说，我还几个月都穿同样的衣服上班呀！真糟糕。
算起来，我的人生就只能在蕉赖围绕着。

Frustration

I'm been realized that i wrote a lot of blog which with no good news, all about frustration, angry, not happy, financial problem, health problem, works problem, relationship problem... Well, guess what! I think i've been handling it quite well, reason being, i'm used to be very emotional nor negative. If anything happen, i'll just dig my head into same hole again and again. Quite stubborn and always cry cry cry. Stupid!!! All i can say.
Gosh, i am really damn broke. The mins i got my paid, next mins all gone... Just gone... My aim this year is to clear all my credit cards debts, which i am doing it now. How??? I kept all my credit card for about 2 months now, YAHOO!!! I did it, at least. By then, i need almost RM3k just to clear my bloody credit card debts. My baby snowy monthly expenses, my rental house, my "big ear hole" at home... Arghhhhh... all need "old man head" notes. Everything increase cost, why my salary never increase???? You tell me la!!! Sometimes i figure myself like stupid idiot, without increase of pay also work like dog. 24/7. Never get good rest, can't sleep well. Always scolded my staff, which make me felt damn fucking guilty after that. Worried & Tired la..Help!!!