HAPPY VS SAD

5th November 2008 ~ Victory day for US Citizen, 1st African President of United Stated.

5th November 2008 ~ Remarkable day for Nova Fusion, Joanne Ng leaving us.. She's resigned...

To be honest, there's not much that i can talk about OBAMA, i'm just felt happy for it. Anyway, it doesn't affect me much. BUT, Jo resigned really make me the most sad/worst day in this year.

After come back from meeting that morning, i went to Jo's room. She's gave me that "look", it seems like that she's already tender her resignation letter. I got shocked!!! I sat down and i look at her... SPEECHLESS but my tears tell her what i wanted to tell her. Both of us crying together. This is the 3rd time that i saw her cry. I'm really felt heart broken, nothing really can described my feeling the other day. She's finally stop crying & scolded me, ask me not to cry anymore. She's only asked me to help her to pack her stuff. Which the things that i really hate to do in that moment. I'm so hate myself, why i can't do something and ask her to continue to work with us. But i understand that there's some reason if something happen.

Joanne, my best partner, my best friend... I'll always love u & miss you...